reason why im not on much

so why I'm not on much the past few days is cause a very close friend witch is technicelly family, well his sister has stage 4 brain cancer and she has been in the hospital for these few days. Sadly she isn't getting better so all be on and off

Update : she is feeling better but tired : (

And if I am on all be on "berzerk" the zerk I'm training for pking