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Thursday, April 25, 2013
[10:19:33 PM] carlos rune: ?
[10:19:42 PM] #Henning Berge: you told me to add you
[10:19:45 PM] carlos rune: Why are you being such a dick
[10:19:58 PM] #Henning Berge: ive always been
[10:20:07 PM] #Henning Berge: youve known me for a few days
[10:20:31 PM] #Henning Berge: only time i werent like this was august 2012 to start of april
[10:20:47 PM] carlos rune: I don't even want moderator, lol,
[10:20:57 PM] carlos rune: i act like one, but does it mean i am a wanabe
[10:21:09 PM] #Henning Berge: acting like one is a wanna be
[10:21:19 PM] carlos rune: still, don't want it
[10:21:22 PM] carlos rune: all mods do is ::mute
[10:21:26 PM] carlos rune: yippee
[10:21:33 PM] #Henning Berge: and ::kick and ::ban
[10:21:39 PM] #Henning Berge: ::xteleto
[10:21:42 PM] #Henning Berge: ::xteletome
[10:21:47 PM] #Henning Berge: ::movehome
[10:21:50 PM] #Henning Berge: ::alltome
[10:22:05 PM] #Henning Berge: ::checkbank
[10:22:07 PM] #Henning Berge: ::checkinv
[10:22:13 PM] carlos rune: ...
[10:22:38 PM] carlos rune: On rs they only have ::mute (max 48 hours)
[10:22:48 PM] #Henning Berge: sorry but this aint rs
[10:22:57 PM] carlos rune: its a rs-remake
[10:23:02 PM] #Henning Berge: yes
[10:23:14 PM] #Henning Berge: doesnt mean maarten ever was a moderator
[10:23:29 PM] carlos rune: they stil had same commands then back in 2006
[10:24:37 PM] #Henning Berge: sorry for being kind to you when i was clean
[10:25:09 PM] carlos rune: biplolar?
[10:25:14 PM] #Henning Berge: ?
[10:25:41 PM] #Henning Berge: no
[10:25:53 PM] #Henning Berge: drug abuse and depression
[10:26:03 PM] #Henning Berge: i was of the frugs for a few days
[10:26:08 PM] #Henning Berge: drugs*
[10:26:15 PM] carlos rune: oh...
[10:26:30 PM] #Henning Berge: you already know why im back on them
[10:26:45 PM] carlos rune: yep\
[10:27:21 PM] #Henning Berge: i did okay from august till you know what
[10:27:40 PM] #Henning Berge: thats life i guess
[10:27:48 PM] carlos rune: for you..
[10:28:14 PM] #Henning Berge: yes
[10:38:56 PM] carlos rune: your server is boring xp
[10:42:06 PM] #Henning Berge: ok so dont play, you dont have to point it out
[10:42:20 PM] carlos rune: yes i do, i did stop playing
[10:42:42 PM] carlos rune: you don't have to point out that i am a "wanabe mod"
[10:42:54 PM] #Henning Berge: that was relevant
[10:42:59 PM] #Henning Berge: so you admit it?
[10:43:08 PM] carlos rune: quotes "wanabe mod"
[10:43:17 PM] carlos rune: keyword: quote sign ""
[10:43:28 PM] #Henning Berge: changes nothing
[10:43:38 PM] #Henning Berge: you did infact say i am
[10:43:40 PM] carlos rune: that is complete dumb
[10:43:59 PM] carlos rune: well
[10:44:09 PM] carlos rune: not my fault our friend died
[10:44:21 PM] #Henning Berge: When did he become yours?
[10:44:36 PM] carlos rune: 2 years ago
[10:44:58 PM] #Henning Berge: do you even know his name?
[10:45:23 PM] carlos rune: bridges
[10:45:26 PM] #Henning Berge: no
[10:45:35 PM] carlos rune: i had 5 friends die
[10:45:40 PM] carlos rune: you don't see me in depression
[10:45:43 PM] carlos rune: 2 of them were very close
[10:45:50 PM] #Henning Berge: i was depressed before it happend
[10:46:13 PM] carlos rune: roooooooooooooooofllllllllllllllllllllllllllll
[10:46:18 PM] #Henning Berge: and the reason this hit me really hard was because i attempted this same stuff months ago
[10:46:30 PM] carlos rune: then do it....
[10:46:37 PM] carlos rune: Get it off your mind or do it
[10:47:04 PM] carlos rune: rofffflllll
[10:47:16 PM] carlos rune: my signature looks bad...
[10:47:20 PM] #Henning Berge: idc
[10:47:22 PM] carlos rune: i just made one
[10:47:43 PM] carlos rune: >:)
[10:48:22 PM] #Henning Berge: ccl
[10:48:26 PM] carlos rune: why you so mad
[10:48:39 PM] #Henning Berge: im not mad
[10:48:45 PM] #Henning Berge: im sad
[10:49:00 PM] carlos rune: why
[10:49:23 PM] #Henning Berge: [22:46:30] carlos rune: then do it....
[22:46:37] carlos rune: Get it off your mind or do it
[22:47:04] carlos rune: rofffflllll
[10:49:41 PM] carlos rune: rofllllll = bad signature
[10:49:53 PM] #Henning Berge: its not easy being in a happy state of mind after getting that thrown in your face
[10:50:04 PM] carlos rune: guess what.
[10:50:10 PM] carlos rune: say that to people who lost their parents
[10:50:13 PM] carlos rune: ...
[10:50:34 PM] #Henning Berge: ccl i dont feel their missory
[10:51:45 PM] #Henning Berge:  good bye
[10:57:24 PM] carlos rune: BYE
!
Sunday, April 28, 2013
[12:24:18 AM] #Henning Berge: if you have any questions ask here
[12:24:24 AM] carlos rune: hey.
[12:24:31 AM] #Henning Berge: hi
[12:24:48 AM] carlos rune: Sorry, i know you can't forgive me.
[12:25:25 AM] #Henning Berge: you asked a question in the thread
[12:25:34 AM] #Henning Berge: i couldnt seem to understand it
[12:25:47 AM] carlos rune: you said you wanted to commit suicide
[12:25:50 AM] #Henning Berge: yes
[12:25:57 AM] carlos rune: why don't you forgive yourself? :(
[12:26:20 AM] #Henning Berge: i have tried
[12:27:03 AM] #Henning Berge: as i said i was off drugs from august/september to yeah you know
[12:27:29 AM] #Henning Berge: that was because of my friends forcing me to rehab
[12:28:15 AM] carlos rune: why don't you jsut let it go?
[12:28:49 AM] #Henning Berge: its not that easy
[12:29:40 AM] #Henning Berge: you could look at depression as a decease
[12:29:50 AM] carlos rune: :(
[12:29:51 AM] carlos rune: :'(
[12:30:11 AM] carlos rune: you can end uo, killing yourself.
[12:30:21 AM] #Henning Berge: ??
[12:30:24 AM] #Henning Berge: oh
[12:30:30 AM] #Henning Berge: up you mean
[12:30:43 AM] #Henning Berge: back in november i actually went for it
[12:30:56 AM] #Henning Berge: tried od'ing on sleeping pills
[12:31:08 AM] #Henning Berge: woke up 2 days later covered in puke
[12:32:24 AM] #Henning Berge: i was gonna kill myself the 26th of december to, but on the 25th a friend of mine gave me good reasons not to, and he made me promise never to attempt it again
[12:32:36 AM] carlos rune: can we atleast be friends?
[12:32:50 AM] carlos rune: did you attempt it again?
[12:32:54 AM] #Henning Berge: no
[12:33:18 AM] carlos rune: was this friend the one that died?
[12:33:23 AM] #Henning Berge: no
[12:33:40 AM] #Henning Berge: this friend was one of the rs-r community
[12:34:03 AM] carlos rune: Why and how did you enter depression?
[12:34:16 AM] carlos rune: besides your friend killing himself.
[12:34:25 AM] #Henning Berge: may last year
[12:36:59 AM] #Henning Berge: i asked some girls out, i got pretty negative responses, i didnt expect this so it hit me pretty hard, i started drinking, but after a while that wasnt enough and i started doing weak drugs, at the end of the summer i was taking heroin, 1/4th of a syringe daily, and my friends forced me into rehab
[12:37:46 AM] #Henning Berge: basicly its like being thrown into war, then getting a shield then getting the shield taken away from you
[12:38:02 AM] carlos rune: So all this started out with, negative reponses?
[12:38:44 AM] #Henning Berge: yes, thats where it started, but there has been alot of other stuff after that
[12:38:56 AM] carlos rune: What other stuff?
[12:39:16 AM] #Henning Berge: for example in october
[12:39:55 AM] #Henning Berge: i asked a chick out, she said she wasnt ready for a relationship yet, 2 days later she was together with my best friend
[12:41:53 AM] #Henning Berge: but yeah man, lets put it all behind us and be just like classmates, not friends, but classmates
[12:42:26 AM] carlos rune: ok :P
[12:42:44 AM] carlos rune: how old are you?
[12:42:49 AM] #Henning Berge: 16
[12:43:11 AM] carlos rune: you look 10 on that picture. :)
[12:43:24 AM] #Henning Berge: which one?
[12:43:34 AM] #Henning Berge: oh lol
[12:43:39 AM] carlos rune: the skype
[12:46:59 AM] #Henning Berge: uploading a new one :P
[12:47:04 AM] carlos rune: kk :P
[12:47:37 AM] #Henning Berge: better?
[12:48:15 AM] carlos rune: omg
[12:48:15 AM] carlos rune: lol
[12:48:19 AM] carlos rune: you look mad.
[12:48:28 AM] #Henning Berge: :\
[12:48:46 AM] carlos rune: I am not making fun of you
[12:48:51 AM] carlos rune: but you look ' pissed '
[12:49:34 AM] #Henning Berge: then you can see the diffrence, look at the picture from april last year
[12:49:39 AM] #Henning Berge: and this one :P
[12:49:47 AM] carlos rune: :P, the other you look so young
[12:50:05 AM] carlos rune: this is what depression does, then?
[12:59:16 AM] #Henning Berge: you should have seen the rest of my body
[1:02:00 AM] #Henning Berge: any last questions b4 i goto sleep
[1:02:42 AM] carlos rune: nah.
[1:02:52 AM] #Henning Berge: ok good bye
[1:02:54 AM] carlos rune: You anwsered all of my questions
[1:02:56 AM] carlos rune: bye :P

Old as fuck, still relevant.