Help!

Yes here we go. This is why I even bothered with Rune2006. The community is actually trying to put forth an effort to help another member. It's nice to see. Anyways, about the problem at hand... I've got a semi-long speech here so please read it carefully.

First up, depression. I know what this is like, I've gone through about 3 years of school now without any friends. Which obviously means I haven't had a pleasant conversation with anybody at school in 3 years. Let's all be realistic here. If we died, nothing would change. A few people would be sad but that's nothing big. Think for a moment. What's so BAD about that? Let's enjoy our lives. If you have real friends at school, (I'm referring to people you actually LIKE to be around) try to be near them as much as possible. It'll put you in a good mood. Don't get a girlfriend though, there's a high probability that will just put you under more stress. You NEED to tell a mature person about your problems. Whether it be somebody you know in real life or an online friend, it doesn't matter. Even if they can't do anything about your issues, they can listen. Trust me, you will feel a lot better. I used to talk many times about my issues with Reason49, a player who's also been here since Rs-Remake. Making this post on the forum doesn't count though, as I'm sure we can all see that you aren't going into full detail about what's going on.

Next on the list, sudden happiness. You mentioned the word "typing". Can I assume that you were happy BECAUSE you were on the computer? Is doing whatever you do on the computer what you usually enjoy? Personally, nothing makes me happier than having some good laughs in online conversations. Keep participating in activities you enjoy. It's the easiest way to stay happy.

Last but not least, stress. I'm going to assume that you're really stressed since you're doing so poorly in 2 subjects. All I can tell you is you need to get ahold of yourself and start reviewing these. Otherwise you're guaranteed to fail. Since I sincerily dislike my parents, I don't know if this next piece of advice is going to be productive or not. You better come clean to your parents. You can hide your grades for now, but not forever. No matter what you do or try, they're going to see those grades eventually. You need to just man up and accept the punishment. Do you dislike the house that you just moved to?

Well, my hands are exhausted since I had to type this on my Ipad. I'll end my post here. The best of luck to you in the future Korn. And no, you will not be like this forever.