Angry and.. Bored?

I'm obviously not expecting any real or serious advice from this forum. But it passes the time to write this so what the hell, may as well do it.

I'm to the point where I just don't know what to do at all. Outside of a computer or TV screen, my life feels like... Nothing! This entire world is BORING. I'm a 15 year old highschool student, so I have limitations on everything. Everyday is the same shit over and over again. I feel like my life is on an endless loop. It's everywhere, I can't escape boredom! It's driving me insane. I wake up, go to school, do a lot of boring work, and see many unentertaining people. On the weekends I'm forced to spend time with my extremely boring (and fucking annoying) family. The ONLY time I ever feel alive is when I'm playing games. To me, the world, the universe, and everything in it IS the internet. The internet is absolutely everything, because it's the only thing that isn't boring to me.

Usually, I only rush through my school work so that I can get to my computer since I'm not allowed to use it otherwise. Today, my mom decided to get angry that I don't care about my work. And her master-plan, her ace in the hole, her trump card is to limiting me even more by saying that I can't use it until I get better marks/grades. She seems to think that games ruin my life. I think they complete it. I'm perfectly capable of getting good marks/grades... IF IT WASN'T SO BORING. I pretty much can hardly ever use my computer anymore. What's the point of even being alive if everything is boring? But wait, I can't die either because that might be even more boring! I hate everything, I hate everyone, and I especially hate boredom.


...I just want to play my games...
I'm so angry that my hand is bleeding from how hard I'm clenching it.

Well then, that was a good waste of a few minutes, however to no avail I'm still bored.