Annoyed...

This isn't so much a plea for help but something that just kind of happened... I met this girl in my sophomore year of high school and she's been really cool. We were always flirting in class and had a good time together although neither of us ever had the intention of getting together. I saw her as more of a sister and I would hope that she has always seen me as a sibling as well...

Anyways not too long ago she got together with this guy who I really liked. He and I spent a fair bit of time together watching sports, playing catch just chilling and they would invite me to go out on dates with them and I'd bring some random broad... Things were great until about 6 or 7 hours ago, when he broke up with her over a text.

Now I personally have never been in a legitimate relationship and I don't know what it's like to be broken up with but it seemed as though my friend had been dogged. This dumbfuck showed up at my house to talk to me about how he broke up with her and how cool he was for just shrugging her off.

Being the 6 ft 5, 170 lb skinny white that I am, I clocked him in the jaw and told him to take his ass out of my house... Sure enough without even calling or talking to the girl, her car pulled up in front of my house and she came running inside crying.

She's a mess and my shoulder has been cried on for far too long now... She laid down speechless in my arms for a long time before I got up. I assume she's asleep now but I wrapped her up on my bed and she's been there for like 2 or 3 hours...

I just don't understand the rationale behind being an asshole and treating girls with so much disrespect. It really just makes me want to vomit how disgusting this shit is. The whole 'make a sandwich' and 'get in the kitchen' shit was never VERY funny and it seems like these geeks that are on the internet take that kind of swagger too seriously. Seems to me like that shitty mentality has lead to the notion of "yeah I'll break up with her on a text and then brag about it."

I don't really know what to do now. I am just trying to pass the time until morning and trying to avoid doing something stupid...

I wish the people reading this could see this very pretty girl on my bed right now. Distraught in her pajamas and make up smeared from her tears, it's so raw and I know she really had feelings for this guy.

I don't do tears and a lot of people know that I don't do hugs. My sociopathic tendencies keep my relationships with others distant and my emotions nonexistent, but tonight, I weep.

(I wrote this last night as a sort of way to chalk up what has been going on. I found it interesting to read in the morning and I think that maybe some of the more mature members might have some comments on it as well.)